June 2

It's a June 2 all over again. Now I know how it must feel when I don't orgasm during sex to brad. I feel awful, fat and unsexy with the added bonus of possibly missing my last fertile day this cycle. :(

O

So I believe that I am ovulating today.... Sam me day as last month... Maybe I'll start being regilar

Pretty hot

So sex last night was pretty hot. Didn't orgasm but I felt like I was in a porn! Haha. On another note FF is saying I ovulated early this month which means I am again in my 2WW or still waiting on O!  Going to BD more anyways just in case. Still having Ewcm but my temp is up and staying up with the exception of one day I had a temp dip.... Well see! 

Lol

Woke him up! Had to!

Why

Why am I so upset? I wanted to BD tonight because I think I'm ovulating way earlier than usual and Sam is sleep and now so is brad. I don't want to wake him because he's not gonna be in the mood and the obvious reason for wanting sex when we r all so exhausted is baby! But I am sad because this could be my last chance this cycle! :( 

Here we go again....

So this cycle I have ONE pregnancy test. I am just hoping that I have a sticky baby this month and I have the patience to wait at least until the latest time my period would start. Maybe having one test is a good sign that I will only NEED one.... Fertile window starts soon I think. I feel a wetness when I wipe but nothing stretchy yet. Temp is riding about average so well see how it goes! I am cycle day 11 right now. Xoxoxo baby dust my way!

AF

AF has arrived. :,(

Compulsive POAS

Apparently there's a name for me! It's POAS! Compulsive Pee On A Stick girl! Geez. I was cleaning today and found the hpt I took this morning knocked off my nightstand and of course the neurotic person in me saw a faint blue line even though I know not to trust such a late blooming line. But sure enough I tore the test apart to get a closer look swearing I saw a faint blue line. Hopes were risen and I decided that surely I won't get AF overnight and have high hcg levels in the am, but as soon as I went to the bathroom that hated red spot showed up on my TP. Depressed now. Knew I shouldn't of done it but I did. Now I just wish AF would officially appear instead of scant spottiness so I can start over! Wish me luck to stay sane!

So I figured that I would start yet another blog dedicated to our family journey on trying to conceive another baby. I have fibromyalgia and PCOS. We have chosen to use the NFP way to track ovulatuion and fertile days and this will serve as my frustration outlet for it is proving to be a difficult journey.

To start, I have been ACTIVELY TRYING VERY HARD to get pregnant since December of 2012. This was 7 months ago. It wasnt until the last few months that I have actually gotten more familiar with my body checking on CP, CM, BBT and all those other fun fertility signs. I have plotted them all out on a paper graph as well as placed the information in my phone and I am again assuming that AF will be making her nasty apperance soon. I have been testing for days and have continued to get BFN. This is extremely frustrating because I have increased 100%-150% how much I am having sex! URGH! I still havent officially started but I did have a very scant amount of brown discharge which has preceded my period for the last few months. Two days of BD and then full on period. So I will wait until tomorrow and if I still do not start I will probably take another test and then give it up until next month. So here for those of you who are not familiar with NFP it is Natural Family Planning. There are alot of "rules" that I do not go by but more signs of fertility and ovulation that I will share. Maybe it will help someone else.

Cycle Day one- day you start your period. So this cycle my first CD was May 14th. I tracked my temps and CM and CP which indicated that I OVULATED on June 1st. On this day my CM was at its most and my CP was HSO. I also had some pretty wicked cramps that day. So IF I would have gotten pregnant from that ovulation day I would have implanted supposedly on June 9th, which I had cramping again and low back pain that day so I was sure I did the deed on the right day and there was a baby finding its was to my tummy. But still waiting. Had sex every day but two during the entire fertile window including my supposed ovulation day. :-{ boo.

So I will keep you updated I suppose. If you have any questions just ask. I will be here. I am currently on cycle day 31 and DPO 13. According to babymed most HPT are 80% accurate on the 15th. So I am still two days away. I will only keep my hopes up a little as I have been cramping. BUT it is still possible that what I experienced was implantation. We will see, only time will tell......


BABY DUST TO ALL!